20 July 2011

Belajar untuk terbang.

When you feel the dream is over
Feel the world is on your shoulders
And you've lost the strength to carry
on even though the walls may
crumble and you find you always
stumble through remember never
to surrender to the dark

'Cos if you turn another page
you will see that's not the way
the story has to end

If you need to find a way back
feel you're on the wrong track
give it time you'll learn to fly
Tomorrow is a new day
and you will find your own way
you'll be stronger with each tear that
you cry then you'll learn to fly

In your head so many questions
the truth is your possession
the answer lies within your heart
you will see the doors are open
if you only dare to hope and
you will find a way to fight
the fears that kept you down

'Cos if you turn another page
you will see that's not the way
the story has to end

If you need to find a way back
feel you're on the wrong track
give it time you'll learn to fly
Tomorrow is a new day
and you will find your own way
you'll be stronger with each tear that
you cry then you'll learn to fly

Lookin' at your situation
there's so much that you can do
Now's the time to make your stand
this is just an observation
in the end it's up to you
the future's in your hands

If you need to find a way back
feel you're on the wrong track
give it time you'll learn to fly
Tomorrow is a new day
and you will find your own way
you'll be stronger with each tear that
you cry then you'll learn to fly

Give it time
then you'll learn to fly



okay, this song is really motivate me for this time.

haha.

c'mon dfan!

belajar lah untuk terbang ya :))

18 July 2011

Si Orang Biasa

Berdiri di atas bangunan tinggi megah
Tingkat 22.
Berkepul kepul asap mencemarkan udara nyaman.
Ahh, pedulikan itu semua.
Ouchh! Silau.
Terik petang membuatkan kepala tertunduk.
Menjenguk penghuni di bawah sana

Berpusu-pusu kenderaan
Ada yang sekadar memenuhi keperluan
dan bukan kehendak nafsu,
Ada yang style,
Ada yang hebat!
Wah! Megah! Megah!
Vroooomm!
Wah! Megah! Megah!

Pusing kiri,
Pergh! Hotnya awek tu!
Berkemeja putih,
berskirt hitam,
siap tug-in lagi.
Kasutnya pula, tinggi!
Wah! Megah! Megah!

Pusing kanan,
Pergh! Handsomenya mamat tu!
Berkemeja biru belang belang,
Berseluar slack hitam.
siap tug-in lagi
Kasutnya pula, kilat!
Wah! Megah! Megah!

Kerjanya mesti bagus.
Berpangkat besar
Apa agaknya masalah yang dialami si anu dan si polan tu ya?
Shhh, masalah semua simpan dalam pocket.
Mana boleh kasi tau orang.
Jatuh maruah.
dah Hot-hot, Handsome-handsome takkan ada masalah?
tak boleh jadi nii.
Shhhhh!!!

Haha.
Berjaya bukan mereka?

Sebaliknya, si penghembus asap tingkat 22 ini,
hanya Si Orang Biasa.

Masalah keliling pinggang
Hari hari tersenyum girang
Mengambil si hipokrasi
Dengan harapan masalah disimpan rapi.

Ahhh, persetankan masalah itu.












Aku Si Orang Biasa
bukan seperti dia dan dia.
Megah namanya
Sana dan sini orang kenal.

Aku hanya Si Orang Biasa.

02 July 2011

Close the eyes and start writing.

Its been a while I didn't post anything in this blog.
what had happened in my life?
what had happened in this life?
no one knows.

shhh,
silence please.
cant you see that i'm dreaming in my own world?
am i lost?
is it this what i wanted?

i've been asking myself all the time.
but eventually, i didn't get any answer.

i never been tired to wake up every morning.
i never stop smiling when there's something funny happen in front of me.
it's just that, i feel like i'm not being myself
trying to pretending like i'm heartless.

i'm losing my own grip.
i'm crawling and trying to fit in somebody's life.
feel like, i'm fucking stupid.

i just need some guidance to step back and get into my own life again.
oh, god,
please. help me. -.-