aku, myvi dan KL

haha
kenangang yg gile besh
korang bayangkan mase pegi hari tu
dari jb naik kete myvi 6org
blakang 4 org
smpai tangkak jadi 7 org
smpai kl
haha
nsib tak de kene pape mase ade roadblock
haha
kenangan yg terindah ocos la mase dgn kawan2
1st time aku duk dgn dak2 klds ramai2 mcm tu
sgt2 besh
pegi gig
ramai2 naik train
amek gamba byk2
mosh same2
aku kene tapak kat tgn n perut
kene tumbuk mcm biase la
aku menumbuk muke bdk DP
haha
singalong dgn ana for craig
lagu say goodbye
singalong dgn restraint
wajib ohh
tersepit di dpan
minum tiger smpai mabuk
tapi takde la mabuk sgt
ketawa, kene buli dan membuli
haha
beshnyer kenangan tuu
aku rinduu

bodo

tu je yg mampu aku katakan
kau ni mmg jantan bodo
da ade pompan lain masih tehegeh2 kat aku pehal?
hari2 dok merayu aku mcm anjing!
p jage pompan baru ko tu
weh
aku kata mcm ni bukan pasal aku nak jeles
pegi mampos
tade hal aku nak jeles
tapi ko tau tak ko ni memualkan
ko ni meloyekan
segala me--kan mmg ko ler
aku sumpah ko kalau ko mainkan pasaan org lagi,, mmg ko tak dapat jodo
sampai ko tue, smpai ko mampos!
babi nye jntan

aku blurr weh!

mende yg korang tag2 ni ah ah??
aku tak tau apape pon?
haishh
ye la.. aku bukan aktip sgt pon mendealah ni
tapi kan aku tertarik ngn soalan ni la..
aku amek dari blog jaa rakus rakus
wahh~:D

1. Would you get back with your last ex if you could?
;tamau.hurr>=(

2. What color shirt are you wearing?
; black., tapi ade coklat2 sikit(color menurun la)

3. Would you kiss anyone on your friends list?
; na''ah.

4. Do you have a 'thing' for someone on your friends list?
; lovess i guess so. hurmm

5. How many people on your top friends list do you know in real life?
; amy nn fad je kot. (eja kau mcm ta main blog je)

6. How many kids do you want to have?
; paling koman 2 la. paling banyak 4. tamau byk2

7. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
; not. erm? not really laa.

8. What name would you want besides the one you have?
; dfann..... erm.. ape eh eh? dfan cute ok tak?hahah

9. Would you ever make out with someone of the same sex?
; erm? =/

10. What did you do for your last birthday?
; more to cry. hurr..=( bergado, call org. pasal dpt call free..

11. What's your main ringtone on your phone?
; nokia tune kot.haha. untill the end-restraint

12. What time did you wake up today?
; today? oh, u mean yesterday rite? 10 something i think..

13. What were you doing two nights ago?
; pegi main topi kat bundle sebelah SS. pastuh lepak minumm kat SS.balik kene marah ngn umi pasal balik lambat. haaa,,,

14. Do you like having your hair pulled?
; i love it!gah!

15. Name something you can't wait to do.
; buat sementara ni,, nak pegi KL in few hourss.. nak tgk band KILLING ME INSIDE beraksi. owah2!!

16. Last time you saw your mom
; few hours ago.,

17. What is one thing you wish you could change about yourself?
; nak kempiskan perutt.

18. If you had $250,000, what would you do with it?
; bisnes,,holiday,,blanjer family nn kawan2

19. how long have you worked at your current job?
; i'm a student lah

20. Have you ever talked to Tom?
; Tom? Tom cruised? hari2 die call aku. aku je malas nak layan. haha

21.Describe the underwear you have on?
; kaler light blue ade corak lime kaler biru putih. haah,,

22. Last thing you ate?
; burger Ramleee.. kenyang wehh

23. What's your favorite month?
; bulan syawal.duit masuk!

24. Your least favorite month?
; oktober. i will cry on my birthday. every year..huu,,

25. What's the last piece of clothing someone borrowed from you?
; my shirts! Hardcore mosh wanted, sarjan hassan,, abnormal physcology

26. Who is getting on your nerves right now?
; itikk ku yg gumukk. hahaha=)

27. Most visited webpage?
; myspace sahaja

28. Last person you text messaged?
; itik gumuk lagii~

29. Last person to make you sad?
; itik juge,, sbb die tido awal.besok kejerr

30. Would you take a bullet for your best friend?
; ermm.. ntah2

31. Favorite kind of drink?
; milo ais kaw,,

32. Favorite food?
; lemak cili api, ayam kunyit,, sedap., lagi satu!nasik bujang maksu!rindu woorhh

33. Favorite dessert?
; sume aku telan!

34. Have you been to Europe?
; nope nope nopee!!wish i will be there one dayyy

35. If someone you hated died, what would you do?
; bacakan surah yassin utk die(kalau muslims). yg kafir tu,, depends la..


*aku tak tau soalan ni utk aper. haha. tapi aku jawap jugk. mcm besss. gah!!

Hari hari berlalu...

huaa.. lagi beberapa jam aku akan berangkat ke KL.owah!
rindunyer
huahua
erm. tak sabar nak lalui perjalanan yg akan meninggalkan kenangan besok!
nn.. tak sabar nak jumpe itik yg gumukk ituu..
ya,, i love him
love him more, but juz like a brother of mine.
eventhou i know i love himm more nn moree,,
but, i know i'm not ready fer it.
LOVE? FEELING? SPECIAL FEELING? naahh,,
but i really want to meet him.
haha
aku nak tajang diee.. yeee... die salu pertikaikan kemampuan aku utk tajang die..
hey,,,pacikk,, ni dfan laa.. huuu
erm..
aku tak sabar jugak nk jumpe wanRURU a.k.a pacikk RURU.. huaa.. lame tak jumpe die..
rindu wooo
die tu gay partner akuu...
tapi mase aku broke up die tade disisi aku
pasal... die da rajin kerja!!:D
so, aku tak kesah kalau die bz sampai ta reply msg aku.
psl aku tau he's trying to be 'a people'
yeyy!! ni lahh pacik RURU akuuu
aku syg ko wehhh
nti aku jumpe ko, aku rogol ko
tgu jer
hahhaha,,!
erm.. aku ta sabar juge nak jumpe band indon KILLING ME INSIDE!
owahh
mereka ganteng banget dehh.. ahaha,,
nak bergambar dgn mereka
tapi,,,, aku rase cm tade mood mau moshhie mosheee laa.
pesal nta nta
tempat orang kott.. eheks
tgok mood lerrr=)

aku akan jadikan 2hari di KL ni sbg kngn terindah dgn teman2 ku
nn,,kenangan termanis buat aku ktike tajang itik aku tuhh
huahuahuahua!!

Say Goodbye- I Killed The Prom Queen

Storm clouds hanging over head

Offer not the slightest bit of comfort

for the first time in days

I wait to discoverdisasters that I've slept through

while I felt so alive
So we say goodbye

So we say goodbye

heartstrings severed just as quickas they were discovered

so we say goodbye

so we say goodbye

i'll break my own fall to keep you picture perfect

just don't wake me up now
so say goodbye

close your eyes for the last time

questioning everything that went wrong
the silence she whispers to me

telling me things we dare to speak out loud

the collaboration of the blinding sun

through vacant streets hits home hard

like a hatchet to the skull

i'd keep you here if you kept me warm

and these winters away

your hands were the only hands needed to hold me

for the first time in daysi feel alive
in the end we will both rot together

in the end we rot toegether

our love lies in embers
say goodbye

close your eyes for the last time

questioning everything that went wrong
peering out of those same cracked windows

that i studied for day upon days

suddenly collapseit all falls down
say goodbyeclose your eyes for the last time

questioning everything that went wrong

i'm sorry i can't

aku minta maaf
au tidak boleh kembali pada kau
hati ku telah tertutup
tertutup utk menerima kau
tertutup utk menerima sebarang lelaki
aku tidak blh mencintaimu
sepertimana yg pernah ku lakukan dahulu
aku tidak blh menyayangimu
sepertimana yg pernah ku buat dahulu
hati ku telah terkunci
utk lelaki
terutamanya lelaki sepertimu!
yg telah menghancurkan segala harapan
yg telah meranapkan segala impian
yg pernah ku bina.
yg pernah kita bina

maafkan aku kerana terpaksa membencimu
maafkan aku kerana terpaksa mengingati apa yg tlh kau lakukan kpdku

ya, aku tidak akan kembali kpdmu
tolong
tolong pergi dari hidupku

its over.

6/12/08

this date
this day
this time
is the end of our relationship

aku minta maaf sebab terpakse buat mcm ni
aku buat kerana aku
aku buat kerana aku sendiri
bukan kau, bukan dia, bukan org lain

aku penat
penat bagi kau peluang 'kedua'
dulu kau kata lain tapi skang kau kata lain
fcckk
aku benci penipu
aku benci
aku tau mcm mane rasa dibenci kerana memainkan perasaan seseorang
ya, skang aku tau mcm mane 'dia' rasa
aku takkan kembali kat kau
dan aku takkan kembali kat dia
kerana hati aku telah kosong
kosong dan kosong
cinta?
tiada ertinya semua ituu..
cinta hanyalah perkataan tiada maksud
cinta tidak membawa apa2 erti
kalau cinta mempunyai maksud atau erti,
sudah tentu manusia tidak akan mengabaikannya

aku byk bersabar dgn segala tingkah kau terhadapku
ya, aku mengaku kau telah membuatkan aku terlupa ttg 'dia' sejenak
tetapi kau juga telah mengingatkan ku kepada 'dia'
kau tanya diri kau
ape yg tlh kau lakukan kepadaku?
dan berapa byk peluang tlh ku berikan kpd kau?
aku bukan boneka
aku bukan anak patung milik kau
yg senang2 kau permainkan

aku sedar aku bodoh
aku buta utk menilai manusia mcm kau!
tapi, aku tidak akan biarkan pisang berbuah 2kali
tidak akan!
aku minta maaf atas semua kerenah ku
aku minta maaf kerana kau tidak pernah menjadi sempurna bagiku
aku minta maaf kerana aku juga tidak mampu menjadi sempurna mcm dia.

aku boleh maafkan kau
dgn syarat kau berubah!
berubah lah!!
jgn sakiti hati wanita
jgn mainkan hati wanita
kelak memakan diri
kau telah hancurkan perasaan ramai perempuan kerana dia yg kau cintai
pergi lah kembali kpd dia!
jgn ganggu hidupku lagi
kau tau apa yg kau telah buat kpd ku
hanya kau tahu

kita dah tamat
cerita kita dah tamat dan takkan mula balik!

*thanx 4 everything. u're always be my sadnesses...