18 December 2008

dear gegurl

sheda,,
dfan tak tau nak cakap aper
dfan tau sgt2 beban yg sheda tanggung,
dfan tau sgt2 tu sume
dfan mintak maaf sbb dfan tak blh amek sikit beban tu dr sheda
nn kalau blh amek, dfan amek sikit
bantu sheda ringankan beban sheda tu

sheda,,
ni sume dugaan ok
sheda kuat., walaupun fizikal sheda kecik dan comel,
tapi mental sheda kuat
lebih kuat dri dfan,, awin,, amy nn hajar
sbb
sheda tak lari dari masalah cm yg dfan salu buat
dfan mintak maaf sbb tak btau sheda
dfan lari dari masalah, dfan minum arak
tapi, end nyer? dfan tak dapat ape
sume tu kejap jerr

sheda,,
sheda tau tak? sheda mcm pembakar semangat dfan tau
sbb nyer
dfan suke tgok sheda handle masalah sheda
eventhou sheda try nak hide
tapi kitorang tau sheda ade poblem
tapi sheda still tanak susahkan kitorang
dfan try nak jd mcm sheda
one day... maybee

sheda,
sheda kene ingat
Dia sentiasa berada disisi sheda
arwah mak sheda sentiase doakan anak yg solehah mcm sheda
ygtak putus2 bacekan surah yassin sekurang2 nyer seminggu sekali
dfan hy mampu bygkan beban yg sheda tanggung
dfan tak bl buat apape selain jd pendengar yg baik
nn kawan yg baik buat sheda
dfan tak blh bygkan anak sulung mcm sheda
yg khilangan mak
dlm usia mcm ni
dgn adik shda yg pebagai kerenah
ayah sheda,,
family sheda yg lain
tapi sheda still kuat smpai skarang
dfan percayakan sheda
sheda kuat..

dfan,, awin, hjar, amy
sume syg sheda sgt2
dari hari pertama kita jumpe
rapat, ketawa
dfan da anggap sheda mcm drh dgg dfan
sbb dfan takde adik bradik pompan

insyaALLAH
everything will be fine as usual
TAUFAN still need sheda
;'D

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